Love in Peru
Love in Peru, with the one that's close to my heart. He actually wants to go there because of the book "The Celestine Prophecy" by James Redfield. In fact, he's the one that gave me that book. I bought the continuation of that called, "The Tenth Insight" by James Redfield and Carol Adrienne. The stories are based in Peru, and the landscape sounds fabulous so I can see why he wants to go to Peru and experience the magic himself. It would be a wondeful treat, to take my love to the jungles of Peru if that's where he wants to go.
"You want to go to Peru next month?" I whispered while nibbling at his ear.
"Hmmm, yes. It'd be fun although I need to brush up on my Spanish first and save money for the trip." He looked deep in thought, probably thinking about finances and if he could afford to go. I love him and it's going to be a gift. I have to think about how to tell him because I don't want him to think I am trying to buy his affection or love. He can get kind of sensitive about finances.
"I'm thinking about going and you can tag along if you'd like." I said that on purpose to make him smile. He hates it when I tell him that he can tag along because it sounds bad, like he's just a tag along.
He grinned. "Oh yeah, I'll be sure to tag along if/when I get the money for the trip. Am I going to be your puppy? Are you going to toss me a biscuit?" He started placing kisses on my neck and shoulder, as he pulled me down to straddle his lap on the couch.
"Well, I need some help on some of my projects. Instead of outsourcing that work, why don't you help me?" I need him, I've been denying it long enough. I can admit that I don't want him, he's not what I want but he's what I need and that drives me crazy.
"Ok, deal. You want me to stay at your condo instead of going back to the Big Island?" Does he have to ask? I didn't want him to leave in the first place. He held me close and said, "It doesn't bother you that I'm not a slave?" I looked at him and replied, "You're not a slave. And you're not exactly my submissive, but you have a submissive personality and you give me what I need."
"What do you mean?" He looked confused.
"So far, I haven't gotten a submissive or slave that cares about what I need. They'll give me the kinks, fantasies maybe, or surface wants but they don't really know me or understand me or make my life better. You do. You care. When I fall asleep, I'm at peace and content because remember how we talked about fitting each other like puzzle pieces? Well, it's true, you fit me. You try to do everything you can to make my life better, easier, you're helpful, you're affectionate, and you care."
"Do you really think that? I just want you to keep me, and sometimes I feel like I don't deserve you and that you'll find someone better than me." I gripped his thickness in my hands and caressed and stroked him as I kissed him deeply. He still doesn't know his worth. He probably thinks I'm keeping him because he's so thick and big. Nope, that's not it.
I'm keeping him because he's kind hearted. A normal vanilla guy with a submissive personality is better than a submissive that irritates me, besides, he said that I'm the Captain of the ship and he's my first mate.
"I don't know why you keep saying that because no, I'm not waiting for someone better to come along. I'm happy and I think that's all that matters."
FAST FORWARD TO 4 WEEKS LATER IN LIMA, PERU
Lima is called "the city of kings", the capital and largest city in Peru. Beautiful Amazon river boat tour, awesome historical museums, and tasty food. I could go on and on, but suffice to say it was amazing.
Skinny dipping in the river beneath the waterfall in the countryside, I asked him how it compared to the waterfalls in Kauai and the Big Island. They're all beautiful and unique in their own way. I was wrapped around him again....I can't seem to get close enough. It was really hard being apart for so long separated by distance and finally seeing each other again and I couldn't believe that he waited for me.
We touched each other, laughed, and played in the water like children.
Time stood still. There was no where else better to be at that moment, and there was nothing pressing to do. We focused on each other, our mutual pleaures, and enjoying the moment basking in the sun.
I didn't know there were so many different shades of green as I looked at our surroundings as he thrusts into me. But the moment my eyes met his, I knew he wasn't looking at the surroundings because he was looking at me. That was so heady and addictive... When someone looks at you like that, like you're all that he sees it will take your breath away. We used to question each other's love, but in time we've gotten better and better at just believing and being content. It's really all that matters, your belief and faith in each other.
He realized that I could be easily distracted, so he tightened his grip, pulled me closer and kissed me deeply and I forgot all my distractions. He was still thrusting and finding a better angle, as one of his hands slipped between us to stroke my hot nub so expertly.
I missed watching the sun set because I remember floating away on another out of body experience. I burst through the clouds. This isn't the first out of body experience he's given me.
To me Peru is pure love. And love in Peru is definitely something to experience besides all the sights and sounds that feed our love of mystery and adventure.